Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas
My Christmas was pretty great. I spent Christmas eve day baking up a storm. Started with caramel apple pancakes, then i made sugar cookies to give out as gifts to friends, next i made pizza with friends for dinner (continuing the bailey tradition), and finally i made chocolate peanut butter cookies.
Thomas and I spent the evening together on Skype and AIM opening presents and being together. It was lovely. I got him Cloverfiield on Blue-ray and i downloaded it to my computer so we both watched it at the same time and got to talk over AIM while we watched! It was almost like being in the same room! We even made cocoa together (i know i know you are gagging on the cuteness).
Christmas morning I spent with friends at a champagne breakfast, then i moved on to the Deputy Ambassador's house for a fabulous lunch. Finally, I ended the day with friends again watching a movie.
All in all a great holiday. Hope yours was full of love and happiness!
I'll post pictures soon :) Miss you!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
I'll be Home for Christmas if only in my Dreams
I listen to a lot of Christmas music, read, exercise, talk to neighbors, and teach a couple days a week. That's about it. And I figure you've heard enough about all that.
To be honest, I've heard enough about all that. I'm getting rather tired of waiting for school to start. We're hoping for January, but with strikes and general Malian systems it's hard to say if that will happen.
Can I just say that Development work is frustrating and nothing like I imagined.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Merry Tabaski!
So what do we do on Tabaski? We eat a lot of sheep. I probably ate my weight in sheep. My friend Racy was gracious enough to let me tag along with her to attend two parties. The first was a traditional Malian fete. They killed FIVE sheep. Our first course was the liver and heart, and, i'll be honest, it was my favorite thing i ate all day. It was soooo (surprisingly) good. Then we followed that up with sheep meat galore with some fonio (some sort of grainish thing that's like cous cous).
After that party we went to the head of the Millenium Challange Corporation (google it) and had a nice dinner there. It was mostly americans and embassy folk (even the Deputy Chief of Missions was there). It was lovely and the food was delicious, but I was still full. I did, however, indulge in a large bowl of fruit and some orange juice.
There are a couple pictures floating about, but they weren't on my camera, if i can locate them I will put them up and let you know.
So Happy Tabaski even if it is a Heathen holiday ;) bwhahahahahaha!
Gypsy on!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
All I Want for Christmas
Here is my Christmas List:
1. Thomas to appear under my little tree (thanks for sending one momma and daddy) ... (oh i mean thanks for sending a tree, not a thomas lol)
2. A box of Peanut Butter Captain Crunch
3. A decent amount of iron in my blood
4. A new blanket, it's flippin cold here...60 is the new 30 when you are used to 100.
5. Hot shower. Scratch that, Hot Bath.
6. A night out in the ragin city of Agoura Hills with my beloved. Maybe some Mongolian BBQ followed by a rented movie and chocolate chip cookies with ice cream on the couch. Okay so that's mostly a night in, but still...i like being home.
7. A complete and full understanding of both Bambara and French
8. A hug from my mommy
9. One day in Pioneer Place. Yes I hate shopping, but I love Christmastime at the mall.
10. An engagement ring. I mean what? tee hee. Delivered by #1 please.
11. A calorie free, yet equally tasty, form of peanut butter, chocolate, and ice cream...on the double!
12. A kiss from my nephew
13. A hoody
14. A new pair of tennis shoes
15. A pumice stone
16. An automated retractable mosquito net. The stupid thing is annoying to put up and down up and down.
17. Books, DVD's and DVD's of TV shows. I have a lot of time to kill.
18. Christmas dinner with everyone. yes everyone, if you read this then it probably means you too. unless you are a creeper, then you are not included.
Hmm that's all i can think of now. To be honest the things I REALLY want for christmas all revolve around spending time with people i miss. Somedays I wonder why I left all the goodness i had to come to this crazy upside down place. It is comforting to know that things I miss aren't things at all, they're people...and the occasional chinese, mexican, or italian dish.
Loves you guys
gypsy on
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Updates
I've been neglecting you. Deepest apologies.
About two weeks ago I went on a Bike Tour from the regional capital of Koulikoro to a village called Banamba (I think that's spelled right). Twelve of us PCV's and 2 Malian friends biked from village to village doing skits and informational sessions on HIV/AIDS awareness as well as spreading the spirit of Global Entrepeneurship Week. Small Business Development is a major focus of Peace Corps Mali, and we spent time with Malian Youth helping them realize the oppurtunities for new businesses in their country. We also tried to bring up topics as simple as accounting and expenditure tracking within existing businesses (apparently many Malian business don't even do simple accounting).
I had a great time working on my Bambara and learning what it is like to live in "en Brusse" in Mali (en Brusse means in the bush). One village we went to even threw us a big party with traditional African dancing complete with scary masks and a person pretending to be a gorilla, very national geographic-esque. I will get pics up soon.
I can't hardly believe it's already december! I received several packages from my parents full of chistmas happiness and now my room smells and looks like christmas. It really lifted my spirits! I'm so blessed to have such great family!
Anyway, I hope you are enjoying the bustle of the holiday season! I sure miss it!
Eat Taco Bell for me and then tell me how good it was.
Gypsy On!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Thanksgiving Musings
I remember being in the 1st grade Thanksgiving Pageant at school. I was a pilgrim woman and my line, along with the rest of the pilgrim women, was "Mercy Me, Mercy Me!" (This, when I think about it, makes me wonder what kind of education I was receiving, as, if I remember correctly, the men had an equally sexist line espousing their bravery as a foil to the womens' lack there of. But I digress...) I also remember that I was quite upset I wasn't an Indian woman. Indian women had much cooler costumes. This was also the year I learned the story of Thanksgiving. Oh, yes, I know I heard the G rated story that left out the many atrocities and near genocide of Native Americans. Instead, I heard about the Mayflower, and the kind Indian named Squanto who helped the Puritans survive in their new home and taught them to make popcorn. Since 1st grade, I've rarely thought about the origins of Thanksgiving. It's more or less been a holiday to eat a lot with people you are related to (which for the Bailey's is a common event that doesn't even require an official holiday!)
I was thinking earlier today, as I dined on some delicious Thanksgiving fare at the Ambassador to Mali's house, about that first Thanksgiving. I didn't think about the Indians, the atrocities, or even the food though. I thought about the Pilgrims. I thought about what it would have been like to be far from home, to be in a foreign landscape, listening to an Indian tongue, trying to eek out a living in a world which is hostile simply because it is unfamiliar. Perhaps, for the first time in my life, I'm beginning to realize why holidays were invented at all.
As a stranger in a strange land I completely understand the need to to celebrate. Tonight as I sat in the home of the American Ambassador (our gracious host for the evening's festivities) I felt a kinship with a group of people who left home in search of a different life. They left to gain freedom, and in our most idealist of moments we PCV's leave home to give (and gain in our own transient way) freedom. Even on the best days in a foreign country you can't help but think about the home you left, the people you miss, the food you ate, and the security afforded by being surrounded by the familiar. Maybe we create these celebrations as a way of recreating the familiarity that we left behind. For just a moment we can join together as a "family" and momentarily shrug off our lonliness in favor of unity. So even with the warm weather and sorry lack of parades, Thanksgiving somehow manages to make me feel at home.
Enjoy Black Friday!
Gypsy on!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Birthdays, Hashes, and Thanksgiving
I had a great Birthday! I spent the day out with my friend Joost marking a trail for the Hash. Then, after the hash we had delicious food (pizza and pasta salad) with about 60 people! I have pictures!!!! Click Here
I also got SIX packages earlier this week (so my birthday basically is lasting all month hehehe). Thanks to my mom for all the awesome stuff and thanks to Grandma and Grandpa for sending me such great care packages!
The holidays are getting closer and I'm starting to make some pretty fun plans to celebrate. Thanksgiving I'll be travelling south to Sikasso to celebrate American style with a bunch of other Peace Corps Volunteers. Then for Christmas I'll probably go to the Dogon country, again to meet up with lots of other volunteers. If Thomas comes, he and I will probably spend Christmas here in Bamako though.
In local news:
While walking to the store the other day, I passed a small girl seated on a stool with another stool in front of her on which she had put several small bowls. In the bowls was a mixture of water and dirt. The child was happily mixing the dirt and water together and pulling assorted rocks and debris from another large bowl behind her and adding them to the smaller concoctions in front of her. At first I was confused at what she was doing, but I slowly realized the scene was very familiar. Every street corner in Bamako has a woman selling assorted fried food, rice and sauce, etc. This little girl was pretending. She was "cooking" food and pretending to be a street vendor. It reminded me of kids in the US with their plastic food toys, lemonade stands, and all their assorted games of pretend. Sometimes it's nice, in this crazy mixed up world, to know kids are kids are kids.
Gypsy on
oh ya, my cat is pregnant. the hussy.
Friday, November 7, 2008
A huge disappointment
Friday, October 31, 2008
Happy Halloween!
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Every Living Thing
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Sugar cookies and the Monk
Sunday, October 19, 2008
My absolute favorite poem
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Miss You Wish I Was There
Thursday, October 16, 2008
still researching...still undecided
voting is serious business
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
It's the little things
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Tid Bits
Monday, October 13, 2008
Thank goodness for Hot Chocolate and Rain
Saturday, October 11, 2008
This and That
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Giddy
Friday, October 3, 2008
My cat is a hussy
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Bonne Fete
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I know, I know
- Potatos
- Eggplant
- Onion
- Okra (LOTS AND LOTS OF OKRA...Any good recipes?)
- Carrots
- Cucumber
- Tomatos
- Flour
- Eggs
- Corn Flour
- Sugar
- Baking Soda
- Yeast
- Green Peppers
- Pasta
- Pita
- Soy Sauce
- Greek Olives
- Most spices
- MANY asian and middle eastern sauces/condiments
- Rice
- Corn
- Olive oil
- Green beans
- Watermelon
- oranges
- Apples
- Canned and dry white/red beans
- Lentils
- Canned corn, peas, tuna, tomatoes
- Tomato paste
- And most meats are available....really good meat is expensive though, I should be buying meat in the market (think 3rd world....) but i can get good ground beef and good cuts in the white people stores. The market meat is not BAD, it's just hit and miss in quality. Chicken is available, but chickens here are scrawny and there isn't a lot of meat on them and I've never seen boneless skinless chicken breast....
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
YAY I finally finished painting my room. It took all day. Literally. But it looks so much better! It's not a great job, and i have ghetto crown molding (also known as I can't reach the top of the wall without painting the ceiling so i just stopped a couple inches short) and if one looks hard enough, one can see missed spots and blotches, but it's still better than dingy dirty white.
Monday, September 15, 2008
New Pics Up!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Home is where the heart is
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Swearing in 9/12/08
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Sending Fire Trucks to a Stone Village
- Every year since that time the GDP has increased 5%. Not bad. In fact between 1990-2008 the GDP has more than doubled.
- From 1990-2008 60% of the GDP is Agricultural and originating from Rural populations
- The Urban population accounts for 20% of the total population with 80% residing in rural areas.
- From 1990-2008 the Urban Poverty rates have decreased from 27%-23%.
- HOWEVER in the same period of time the Rural Poverty rate has Increased 76%-79%
Sunday, September 7, 2008
The end of Home Stay
September 3, 2008
Mark and Jackie….you guys rule. Thanks for the sweet package. The Mickey Mouse shortbread cookies were truly amazing. I really don't think words can express the yumminess experienced...it was sublime. Thanks so much! :) Thomas your package made it too, but the freak shows in the Malian mail system stole your note from the box. How weird….but at least they left the candy.
Thanks to everyone who is sending me things. I appreciate it so much and feel very loved and supported. I must say that I'm pretty sure I have enough peanut butter to last me a good 6 months. I'm also up to my ears in tootsie pops and jolly ranchers. In fact you all have done so well I think I've gained back a couple of the 10 pounds I lost on arrival, but I can't be sure until I weigh myself Sunday at Tubaniso. If I come home from Africa fatter than when I left, I'll have you wonderful people to thank for the cases of Oreos and Starbursts that have been sent my way J Now if anyone can figure out how to send me some Taco Bell and a Papa Murphy's pizza….you will win my heart forever.
I really really love all you guys (not just cause you send me nice cards/letters/packages) and I feel truly blessed to have all you good people in my life.
Actually, I'll be moving into my own house soon and I'll be able to cook my own food. I'm pretty excited about this, but I'll miss the plethora of goat meat I'm served here in Sanankoroba. Okay, that's sort of a lie, there is a lot of goat meat, but I don't actually eat the goat meat. My family is under the impression that I don't eat meat, except for chicken and fish. This has worked to my advantage several times and may keep me from having to eat goat head at the end of the week. They think I'm strange for steering clear of all their sketch-tacular, fatty, grisly meat, but lucky for me, they think white people are weird anyway and just chalk it up to another facet of our bizarratude (ya I made that word up, take that Spell Check).
I heard a story the other day and I don't' think I've recounted it yet, but I can't be sure cause I have no memory of any blogs I write. I write them and immediately forget what I said. I chalk this up to my mother's genes. Anyway, at the beginning of the war with Iraq, Malians were discussing whether they should go help Iraq since America was fighting what they termed a "religious" war. (Lets, for the sake of our sanity, ignore any political implications of that for now). It turns out many of the radio stations were asking Malians to call in and give their opinion on the topic. A great many Malians did call in and there were a vast number of calls that went something along the lines of the following:
"We should not help Iraq. There is an American in our town who works for Peace Corps and he/she has always been very nice. They live with us, work with us, eat with us, and talk to us in our National languages (national languages are Bambara and other tribal languages…not French). Where are the Iraqis in Mali? I have never met one in my village, but the American in my village is very good."
If that doesn't make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside when you're homesick, I don't know what will.
In health news….
I've seemingly developed several ticks while here in Mali. I'm constantly swinging my arms around and slapping myself. I've also been known to kick my feet in the air for what appears to be no reason. It would seem I have Teret's (sp????) But if you look closer it's the damn flies. I swear all of Mali is rotting. It's like National Geographic over here…all these frickin flies trying to crawl all over you. It's probably one of the most annoying side effects of living in Mali. There are more flies here than I've ever seen in my whole life combined. So, if I come home and accidentally smack you in what appears to be wild flailing, be kind, I'm probably seeing imaginary flies from a PTS type of psychosis.
The past two days I've been teaching 11 Malian students in a bit of a "mock classroom" type setting. The students are 4th years at the University and the guinea pigs for my first Malian teaching experience. The two lessons went well, and I especially enjoyed teaching the subtle nuances of Ralph Waldo Emereson's essay "Self-Reliance" while explaining the finer points of Trancendentalism. The students are bright but hard to control. They are loud. Much louder than American students. And there were only 11 of them. I will have 130 in December…..I may have a break down. ;)
I've been filling a lot of my time lately with reading. So far I've plowed through:
- · Steinbeck's Once There Was a War Verdict: There is a reason Steinbeck is my favorite author – it's a collection of his war correspondence during WWII, and I found it to be really interesting.
- · Allende's The Infinite Plan Verdict: Allende is always Amazing. Read her.
- · Gregory Maguire's Wicked The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West Verdict: Decent, but not as good as I'd hoped.
- · Marian Keyes Anybody Out There? Verdict: GREAT CHICK BOOK J You'll laugh, you'll cry, and then you'll want to get married.
- · Robert Ludlum's Apocalypse Watch Verdict: Quite possibly the worst book I've ever read
- · Carl Hiaasen's Basket Case Verdict: eh I've seen worse….and much better
- · Charles Frazier's Cold Mountain Verdict: Great, absolutely fabulous. Read it.
That's it so far. I'm going to be working my way through a small library by the end of two years. If you have any good books and are willing package them up for me, I'd be grateful. We have a lot of books collected here by other Peace Corps Volunteers over the years, but I can always use a new (or old) good book. J I'm about to start Catcher in the Rye, somehow after majoring in English I still haven't read it.....
That's all for now J
Gypsy On.
(PS Leave a comment or two if you're so inclined. Don't be shy. If you want a question answered or you're wondering about something or you wanna know random Malian trivia or maybe you just wanna say hi….well go ahead push the link for comments…..everyone is so quiet….it makes me think I'm talking to myself
Sunday, August 31, 2008
A quick stop in Bamako
August 30, 2008
It's 7:17 am in the morning. I went for a short run this morning hoping that the worst of the storms had passed over in the night. The good news is there wasn't any lightening, the bad news I didn't miss the storms. All is well though.
So, I'm sitting here getting ready for the day and I'm looking out my door at a grey wet Africa, and suddenly my I-Pod starts playing the very comforting voice of Willie Nelson (I love the shuffle songs option). Suddenly this strange land of Mali looks suspiciously familiar. It's just like the movies, in my head I flash back to some wet streets outside of some department store made of brick, a brown sectional couch, a tepee in the woods, Dairy Queen, card playing, and climbing down off my bunk bed to the smell of bacon and the sound of happy voices. Yep, that's right, of all the places in the world, it's Tillamook and Garibaldi that I'm reminded of in Africa. Who would of thought?
Those were good days. A HUGENORMOUS bathtub, John and Linda, cards, bikes, BB guns and slugs. Mom and Dad, I loved that house. Thanks for the good times. John and Linda, miss you guys J Send sugar cookies ;) hehehehehe…just kidding…kind of.
Gypsy on, cause them blue days all of them gone, nothing but blue skies from now on.
P.S. I took the I-Pod of shuffle, now I'm listening to the whole Stardust album. If only there was some SPAM sizzling in the frying pan and a game of Pinochle going on in the background, it'd be heaven. Any chance you can get that house back Dad?
August 28, 2008
Mmmm…just finished a hearty meal of French fries, tomato oniony sauce thing and….fish heads. Yummy. Actually if you don't look at the fish head while you eat it, it's not so bad.
Have I told you I'm liking Malian food lately? Okay "liking" is strong. But I even have a favorite Malian dish and everything. I'm not sure if I already wrote about this….my life is just a blur at this point. I'd go back and read, but I'm writing this sans access to the Internet, so I can't just scroll down and check. Anyway, my favorite Malian dish BY FAR is Tigi Digi Na. Don't quote me on spelling; I haven't learned very much Bambara yet. Tigi is peanut and Na is sauce. Basically it's a peanut butter sauce. BUT, if you are thinking yummy Thai food peanut sauce, you are very very incorrect. The first time I had tigi digi na I was sorely disappointed and didn't like it. But have the ol' tigi digi na 5 times and you start to think it's good….especially when compared to To (playdoh with snot sauce), fish heads, and unidentified meat parts and organs. J Don't worry I fully plan on learning how to make Tigi Digi Na so that you all can experience it when I move home J Get excited people. I'll even throw some dirt in the rice to make it an authentic experience.
I have only 10 more days or so of home stay, and then it's life in the big city. I'm pretty excited to get into my house and stop living out of a bag, but at the same time I'm really gonna miss my Malian fam. They're so great. Tonight I sat outside under the stars with my 17-year-old host sister and helped her cook (mostly watched and held a flashlight) the fam's dinner. After that my dad talked to me about how Malian's need to be literate, and then I watched a movie with Steven Segal. Is that how you spell his name? Steven Segal, that man can break necks in any language. Malians love action movies. LOVE THEM, the finer points of more lofty and philosophical movies are lost on them, but they love Van Dam (again is that even spelled right?)
Moving on…Some shout outs are in order…
Grandma is rocking the mail! I've gotten 4 cards already. Thanks G-ma (you too grumpy old man) they really make my day! Also, to mom and dad, I got the second package today…..yuuuuummmmmmmmyyyyyy Oreos have never been so good. Today was actually a great mail day….I got two other package notices (meaning I have to pay for the packages to be released from customs and I should have them in my hot little hands early next week). I'm assuming one of said packages is from that hot stud of a man I left back in the USA (thanks hunner), but, the other one is from a mystery person. Someone out there rocks my socks off for sending me a package….thank you to whoever it is, you shall be properly shouted out to once the package is delivered and I can see who you actually are.
August 20, 2008
Jill Denbrook, the Durminator, that was the most awesome letter every written. ;) Thanks. Ya made my day.
Also, Mom, thanks for the tootsie pops. I pretty much had a tootsie pop once every 6 months in the USA….but here I can't get through a day without one. Delicious.
Malian education is messed up. However, there are some bright spots. USAID funds a project to bring education over the radio. I know, when I first heard about it I thought it was a crack pot scheme that reeked of boredom. However, after speaking with the folks at FIER (some French Acronym for People Who Make Learning Fun for Students and Teaching Easy for Teachers Over the Radio). The gist of the idea is that 2 days every week (although they just got approved for more funding to make it EVERYDAY) 3rd and 4th grade classrooms (and hopefully with the extra funding more grade levels) can tune into their local radio station to hear and participate in a pedagogically sound lesson. But these lessons are uber fun and come with a teacher handbook with which the teacher actually learns how to teach better. I'm doing a terrible job explaining it, but trust me….this idea, this program is phenomenal. I heard one of the broadcasts today and talked with the Director from USAID and I was beyond impressed. American tax dollars hard at work, and for a good cause, and even cost efficient….they create, record and implement the radio show with only 9 employees, only one of which is American. Yay.
One of the great parts of this program is that it addresses the enormous problem of poor teacher training in Mali. Often teachers are simply given a 3 week training course (care of the World Bank's economists working education like an economy) and sent out to Malian classrooms to teach. Often these people have finished maybe the 9th grade. The radio program helps their teaching become more pedagogically sound and actually gives them the right answers. There are no teacher editions in Africa. None. They don't exist. This doesn't seem like a huge issue, but think about it…..I'm a teacher, and more than once I've glanced at the teacher's copy to make sure I actually knew what the past participle in a sentence was….these poorly trained teachers don't have anyway to check and see if they are dispensing the right answers……scary.
In other Malian education news…
The short end of the stick is that there simply isn't enough money or resources in Mali. Mali has a great education ideals, curriculum, and goals in theory, but in practice they just aren't getting it done. For example, there are several girls initiatives to get more girls in school, but without a drastic change in school structure that's still a long way off. They also want all boys and girls to have an equal opportunity to attend school, but rural boys and especially rural girls are missing out. Although there are 1.2 million children in school, there are just under a million who aren't. New initiatives are on the ground to fight for change, however. For example, the Millineum Village Project (among other NGO's….Non Government Organizations for the non acronym savvy) is trying to get more one room schools set up. The premise of this is that all 1st world countries founded their education system on one room schools. It wasn't until schools were able to provide transportation that multi-classroom schools were created. Think Little House on the Prarie styles. Right now, there are so few schools, and many children have to walk miles to get to school. Throw in the likelihood of chores, the problem of lunch, and worried parents concerned for their kids safety….and you've got a lot of kids not going to school simply because of distance. Other programs included in the Millenium Village Project include a Lunch Program for students. If you feed them, they will come.
There's a lot happening in education in Mali simply because Mali is the poster child African democracy and many countries (especially the USA) have very vested interests in making this secular democracy succeed.
In my sector of higher education, the statistics are staggering. My program alone has 6000 students and 40 teachers. That's crazy. That's 130 students per class or more. In addition, textbooks and resources are scarce. Even if a student manages to make it through 4 years of school, there is no guarantee of a job waiting for them; unemployment is high. As in so many Developing Countries, there is also the colossal brain drain (graduate from college and escape to France, the USA, or other better off African countries).
All right. Enough serious talk for now. I need a tootsie pop.
Gypsy on.
August 19, 2008
Back at home stay. I was sort of dreading coming back out here, but now that I'm here I can't remember what it was I dreaded
My family greeted me with smiles and handshakes (Malians don't hug, much to my dismay….I miss hugging). After warm greetings, they took my bag and escorted me to my door. After dropping my things I answered questions as best I could about my trip to Tubaniso and Bamako, my language skills still lack, however, and the best I could get out was that the trip went well.
I ran back to my room at this point to bring out the gift I had purchased for my family while I was in Bamako, a tea set. My father grinned from ear to ear when he saw the present. Malians love presents, and whenever one leaves home to travel one is expected to bring a gift back. My father, for example, often goes to Bamako for a day and usually brings me back some sort of fruit as a small token. He also buys his kids toy guns and dolls.
Anyway, the tea set had a special meaning that crossed the immense language barrier. My family and I have made many many cups of tea, resulting in some jittery caffeinated evenings, but also a bonding experience that goes beyond words and back to the ancient custom of offering drinks to travelers, friends, and family. My family loves to watch me make tea since I'm so inept at Malian tea brewing. It consists of several steps that I inevitably mess up by leaving the water boiling too long or not long enough, adding too little or too much sugar, or the ever present lack of ability to produce Moosh (apparently this means foam). Through all this tea making, I began to notice my family's tea set was old, worn, and broken. The teapot was missing a handle, and the usual set of two glasses was down to a lone vessel. Although a tea set is not a cheap gift (although to American's it is…only about 10 dollars) I felt compelled to bring my family back something that I knew they would see as a tribute to their hospitality and a token of my appreciation for their patience and willingness to attempt to include me in the cultures, customs, and traditions of their family even while I blundered and used my left hand to eat, greeted improperly, and offended them unknowingly with who knows what else.
We immediately made tea with the new set, and my family told me thank you several times. But really, I'm the one who's thankful.
In other news….
I had an interesting talk with a Peace Corps Volunteer (PCV) that has been in country for a year. She asked about my tattoo and it's meaning, questioning why I had put the Hebrew word for mercy on my body. I told her it was because I wanted to remember the mercy I've been shown by God and have an ever-present reminder to show mercy and compassion to all I encounter. I also placed it on my foot as a symbol of commitment to be the hands and feet of Christ. To make a long story short, this PCV ended up having a long discussion with me about faith and Mali and how she was struggling with her own walk. She told me she'd been praying that she would be able to have more conversations with people about God and faith.
It was interesting speaking with her about God; it seems like so long since I've had a good talk like that. It reminded me of the distance, both literally and figuratively, from my church and faith. Mali is a crazy place. It both reminds you of the wonders that God has put on Earth – the unbelievable night sky, the sunsets and sunrises, the rain storms – and allows you to easily forget the base on which you've stood strong for so long.
So, anyway, I opened up the ol' Bible tonight with a short prayer that God just direct me to some passage that would just give me a bit of a push. I paged through the Bible fairly randomly and, not surprisingly, ended up in Psalms. I write in my Bible a lot, and I noticed Psalms 51 was circled, so I looked it over. Then Truth walked in and sat down.
Sometimes Christ saunters over to me (yes my God saunters) with a couple of Dr. Peppers (ya Jesus loves Dr. Pepper and so do I), sits down across from me and just starts talking. Like old friends we discuss the weather, the global political scene, and make the same old inside jokes about Judas, Catholics (hehehehehe…just kidding my Catholic friends), and Samaritans (lucky for me I don't know any Samaritans, so I don't have to apologize for that comment ;)). But, like a true best friend He notices I'm a little off, a little slow to laugh, a little distracted. Instead of prodding me, He simply keeps talking, peering into my soul through simple questions, observations, and comments. He asks me if I'm enjoying Mali, if I noticed the stars last night, and if I'd given any thought to the way the African storms sound in the middle of the night. Before I know it, I'm opening up without meaning to, and He simply listens and nods, allows me to get off my chest all my frustrations, joys, and questions. As we finish our drinks He stands up and throws his arms around me and asks me why I didn't call earlier, why I didn't tell him about all this before, why I spent so much time carrying my own burdens. Usually I tear up when He does this. I don't expect it. Usually I expect Him to tell me what I did I wrong and how I should feel guilty for such loathsome actions. So, his blatant and unashamed display of love takes me off guard and I can't help but become overwhelmed with relief and hope.
There are a lot of things I don't understand about God. In fact, most things I don't understand about God. I don't understand Judgment, the existence of a Hell confuses me, I'm perplexed by the dogged perseverance with which God pursues humanity despite our constant unfaithfulness, I have serious existential questions about the nature of sin and death and religion and the interpretation of scripture and the infallibility of the Bible; however, if there has ever been one thing I'm certain of, it's that God is relentless in his love for me. Time and time again I close my eyes and my ears, slam my mind shut to Him, but each and every time He sets before me such Raging Beauty that I can't help but open my eyes, unstop my ears, and refocus my attention to the Creation and Love that streams past me. Once I do, I can't understand why for so long I chose blindness over beauty, and isolation over love.
I don't mean to preach, and I hope I don't sound that way. I mostly am writing as a cathartic release, in an acknowledgment of the Truth that has sat down before me. God is just so startlingly real sometimes. He can also be severely distant. But today, thank God today, He knocked on the door of my heart and I opened the door in order to eat with him. (Check out Revelation 3:20…one of my favorite verses). God doesn't want to come in to my life and throw all my shit – sorry mom, but don't forget the word "shit" is in the Bible -- on the curb and berate me into obedience…he just wants to eat with me….that's frickin cool. That's the Christ I read about in the gospels, the one that partied with sinners and reached out to the margins of society and breathed life into people who'd been determined worthless by the religious world. That's the God that died to redeem Creation and restore our Glory. It just blows me away. He wants to eat with me, and He brought me a Dr. Pepper. ;)
Gypsy on.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Land of Pure Imagination
Friday, August 8, 2008
Bamako or Bust
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Violently Ill
August 1
August 1, 2008
August is here. That was fast.
Some recent observations about Mali…
I'm surprised at how good my dad is with his kids. He's actually really cute with them. I would have guessed a patriarchal society that oppresses women wouldn't have such nice men. Stereotyping proven wrong again. My dad is a great guy and his family seems genuinely happy.
Apparently the Penis-snatching debacle I posted about a few months ago is true. Not only true but my otherwise level headed Malian teachers, Mohammad and Sagio, both believe that witch doctors really CAN steal your penis. WHAT???!??? They really believe this? Sagio told me that the doctors put something on their hand and when they shake your hand it makes your penis 3 cm…..really? Someone do some research on this! This could be a new way to Bobbitt a dude. Is it weird that Bobbitt doesn't show up on a spell check as a misspelled word?
In this same conversation with my teachers (it was a cross culture session) we were talking about the animist religions and fortune tellers. Mohammad and Sagio, interestingly enough, don't believe that the fortune tellers can help you change your life, but they do believe that they have special psychic powers, or at least some of them do. Furthermore, Mohammad, a devout Muslim, told me he didn't worry about the witch doctors and fortune tellers cursing him because all he needed was God to protect him. It was one of those moments where the similarities of Christianity and Islam really shone through. Here was a man who believed in "another" (albeit the same…but you know what I mean) God than I do and yet he took the words right out of my mouth.
This has turned out to be one of the many times where I'm intellectually challenged in my walk with God. Looking at my amazing, genuine, good friends and teachers, Mohammad and Sagio, I just can't come to terms with the idea that I'm supposed to think they're wrong about life and God. The only thing that keeps me sane in believing in God is that I can just as easily be wrong too; without that constant companion of doubt I might just go and explode from a big head. I just hope none of us have to have it all right, otherwise we're all in a heap of it.
Funny enough, God can't keep you from the Penis Snatchers. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! That just doesn't get old….penis snatchers.
In Americans missing America news….our little group here in Sanankoroba got together and bbq-d hamburgers. It was delicious. We made French fries and fried plantains as side dishes. I made myself sick. I'm borderline miserable full as I'm writing this now.
All in all Mali is wonderful. The people are kind, tolerant, and accepting; the weather is actually amazing (you should see the thunderstorm going on outside my door right now), and the country is poor in pocket but rich in spirit.
Gypsy on